This is Brandii Smith. Born October 10th 1995. She struggles to survive in this world; depressed. Brandii is no size 2, long hair, beautiful girl. She is the exact opposite. (She thought]. She claims no guy would ever love her, but she was wrong.
The first thing that strikes you about Brandii is her confidence. She is loud, funny, and a great friend to many. you would never think that she has low self-esteem. She’ll greet you with a smile and a warm hug. Her favorite hobbies are singing, writing, and hanging with friends. But when it comes to her emotions, everything changes. She won’t want to sing, or hang with her friends. The only thing to stop her tears, seems to be music and writing. She could sit in her room all day writing about how painful it is to be Brandii.
This is a story about being in Brandii’s shoes. People always say: No one is ever alone. But Brandii begs to differ. The feeling of being alone is horrifiying. As she looks around finding loved ones holding hands, she starts to cry. If only Brandii had someone to love, she wouldn’t feel so lonely. The one thing about Brandii that brings her down is patience. She can’t hardly wait for somebody to love, or even a close friend. Every guy that does come along, Brandii tries to hold on tight. If it doesn’t go well, she has thoughts of giving up.
It is August 20, 2010, and she is no where in the state of mind of loneliness. Even though she’s single, she believes she is loved. Not only by God, family and friends, But by the angel God sent her. She didn’t have to be a size 2, or have long hair for him to love her. In his eyes, she’s the most beautiful girl he’s seen. Their relationship is not easy, but what relationship is?? Brandii has learned to wait on love. That’s why no matter how many problems they have, she has not gave up. When true love comes along, no way is she going to let it pass. She’s waited too long.
Of course what makes Brandii interesting, is that she may come off weak, but is always strong. No matter what situation she goes through, she can hold her head up high, and continue to move on. Living in this hurtful world depressed, is not easy. One of her favorite quotes is, “When you laugh, the world will laugh with you; but when you cry, you cry alone.” But now that her angel has come along, her new favorite quote is “Love when you’re ready, not when your lonely.”